Some years a go I stayed in the Captain Youth Hostel close to the Bond in Shanghai...
Something wired happened which I believed the creator of youth hostels ...never expected would happen..
A man and a woman fucked like animal in the 8 people room where I stayed.
The next morning, a guy asked me, did you hear what happened last night?
I replied, I was not sure what was going on?
Then, looking back at that experience, I put a termination to my msn space and hotmail.
A world of dirty animals really made me sick...
But, am I not an animal?
Perhaps, human being are higher level and we are not animals...
However, do we really feel safe travelling around the world?
Is there a safer home for us who have less earthly desires... better than that Captain Youth Hostel?
I just wonder if we can create a community together of mutual valuing, mutual understanding and intimacy where we don't need to worry Ah, my Door was Not Locking or I would be afraid living in the darkness?
Hahaha 2 people doing the most natural thing possible disturbs you - wow, you must be that special kind of fucked up person ... Or you're Chinese ...
You sound like you are dying for a good fucking, but you'll never drop the facade so it will never happen. It may have already happened but you hate yourself so much you refused to enjoy it.