February 2010 Blog Posts (171)

I miss my record player. Especially on loud, boring nights like tonight when I'm kicking back a few and listening to all of the CDs I burned before selling them second hand.

They had a really good place in my old college town in Montana where you could buy records, Rockin' Rudys. You could pick them up from around $3-10. I had about 150 by the time I carried them all out to the alley by the dumpster and put the record player on top. That was two years ago befor I moved here. I…

actually i do know some decisions i made were kindof risky............
but the same anita as usual.....i won't REGRET.

resently i was stucked in the IELTS,which really drove me crazy.....

the only funny thing is the blinddating set up by my parents~kind of stupid~

ANITA SHOULD ADD OIL~SUNNY DAYS AHEAD~

today is 正月十五.

Southern people often eat tangyuan, a kind of sweet dumpling made of glutinous rice flour having black sesame, peanuts and other nuts in it, sometimes often having meat in it.

these are gifts for myself. 蓝莓酱乳酪派cheese Pie…

卢巧音的歌曲中， 一个句子。

是真的。

最近经历了一些些事情， 也不断总结这些事情。 一一放在自己的脑海里， 录成documentary， 一有空有拿来播放。 在某些时候要回顾。

昨日那个广告公司的母亲， 对着我说“再漂亮的女人， 也会老的” ，虽然我不是她口中那些漂亮的女人，虽然是她过分敏感。可 真是心惊胆战！ 是啊， 光阴是不能回头的， 任何一片树叶不会再次出现， 是因为有个东西叫做老去， 因为所有的东西都是随着时间的走动而走动。哪里能来再次？

可怕！

昨晚梦到同亲人发生口角，亲人以死相胁。她在高高的楼顶，”假如你真的执意而为， 我就死给你看“，心中想着蝼蚁尚且偷生， 你何以轻生？心中正想着， 亲人就已经从楼顶纵身一跳， 在我视线里划了一条重力抛物线。生命， 她的生命， 证明了赌气可以是一个非常罪。生命也是不能二再的。

昨天居然同一位若干年前曾经合作过的男性朋友调情， 调着调着， 就又说回去人生真理去了。

说来说去不过男人女人，…

I want to study a foreign language，but I'm really afraid about this.

because There is no royal road to learning. I am confusing about my schedule English.who can give me a hand?

everything is difficult at the start ，I must study hark.

Difficult to learn English than the baking and photography and dance…

The air-con is on all day; inside the window is covered with steam, outside the silence night is burning with the lights of firework, today is the Lantern festival...and im still awake

He told me he didn’t want to work in the States, he couldn’t leave…

I just know it means nothing to me.

今天见识到了一位令人心惊胆战的母亲和企业的领导。

我才知道， 原来他们所谓的经“精英教育”，其实就是把孩子送到私立贵族学校去显耀走父母的财富。

“从小要让孩子知道自己富有， 从小要让孩子知道， 拥有财富， 拥有权力量， 才是成功”---这位XX广告公司的领导， 一位母亲， 是这样教育自己孩子的。

可悲， 可叹。

最后的时候， 我告诉她“社会上的人， 最后沦落成我这样子的， 就是母亲这样的教育整成的”

Somewhere in the early morning or midnight im not quite sure, but outside was still dark... when i was suddenly open my eyes, i saw my roommate in other room walking to the toilet... i asked ' what are you doingin here?' 'i want to find a pen...' (-_-lll) Pen?! i got up from my bed and search a while in my table, then i told him 'No, i dont have a pen here' 'Okay...' then he left my room and i went back to sleep again till woke up 2pm in the afternoon...

wait... was it real or…

I am getting sick. There is a little bit feel vomit up in my stomach, as far as that when I stand up, two legs make me feel tremble, two soul of showers keep typing, even though heavily headache has affected on of the medicine that half…

Cookies containing cranberries look like tasty food.I would say it is very great.

用它当作下午茶，你没法不喜欢

With friendship, life is happy and harmonious. Without friendship, life is sad and unfortunate.

I wish my friends have a nice weekend.

（接上）子说“不走！”

真不走？

真不走！

好！关门放狗！　

如果婚姻是爱情的坟墓，　那无论怎么说，　入土为安总比暴尸荒野好得多。是啊，　我也愿意有天入土为安。

哈哈哈。　原来世上还真是有真理的。　

Last night,I make this puff，who like it？

Ning and Kaminari，coming here~~~~

Today is very cold. Because it is raining.

I cannot wear beautiful dress.

I really hope that the weather is nice…