It is hard to hold it
and not to say it!
Mostly we would say hey...
it's your god given right to express your mind!
No matter who you're stepping on
No matter who gets hurt!
Yes' I've made a promise to myself
that I wouldn't be saying something bad as long as I can take it..
but you know what it it quite hard to hold it
because all you end up with is cursing up a storm in your head!!
But still I haven't said it!!!
Those who know me have been giving me the speech lately,
like what's up... let it out or else you'll end up somewhere!
Still' all I do is smile and say hey... going to hold it
Expressing myself on paper!!!
I've noticed that there are some people that I avoid
You know those who are just asking to be blasted with those four letter words!
The once who are to true to be real, giving those " wow, you're cool"
kinda vibe, just drives me up the walls cause I've promised to keep my mouth shut... for now!
This may get old fast but keeping the promise this year!
Just making life a little interesting for the simple bit
of enjoyment... cause it somehow gives me the tickle when
I'm having those great conversations that I couldn't...
you know you look at someone, smile and edit
your words at the same time!!
Still holding on until this year ends^^)