I want... it ALL

I want to be the girlfriend.
Not the friend you can chill with when it’s convenient.
Not the confidant that is supposed to hear about the girls you like.
Not the other woman that you have to sneak with behind your wife’s/girlfriend’s back.
Not the friend with benefits that is based on selfish whims and desires
And definitely not the second choice when you didn’t get your first.

I want to be the one who is loved by you dearly, held tightly and who gets the phone calls at night just to ask about my day and the cute surprises out of the blue, the kisses on the forehead to say that you care and the I miss you’s to remind me that you are thinking about me.