I have been looking and searching for myself for the long time and wondering why all this years, why I am not that happy while others are. That’s why, I am writing myself because I feel that I should be. Like, I wanna know Who Am I. Why I always ask for why?
Actually, it started when I read some article, about how to boost and build your confidence. So here I am, writing myself and only me, only myself, only I…knew about this ( I think J ). I’m going to sort out some list that I think and the reason why I am not happy. This is me now, a pessimistic, lazy, insecure, bitch, dumb, stupid, selfish, unworthy of my family, friends, students, colleagues, citizens, to God. Now I see why I am not happy. Damn, I won the Grammy Award. Outstanding Unhappy Person on Earth!
So, because of this extravagant attitude of mine. I will challenge my enemy and that would be my self. I’m going to challenge and change myself for the better, in the name of “ Happiness”. Reality check, I know it’s hard, but wish me well. I can do this!