Ruglar body check

Ning, why you can't give it up and still having the hope? Two years you wasn't have enough for it? as my best friend, she tries to awak me...

i know every 3 - 4 months i will make some 'strong' decision and swear that never happens again, ok now today was the body check

we must learn to love ourselves better before we love others
we must not lower self respect to love others, we have our pride
Its just so close between love and not love, think it carefully who is worth the love who is not
Dont indulge ourselves in the sadness, get over it and be positive

Now that I made it clear to myself we are just friends, why cant position my minds on the definition of friend and not cross the line although my heart might never agree to it